I'm fine!

I just feel like giving up...
I'm not sure giving up is the word
I just feel like closing my eyes
I just can't stand it anymore...
Before I didn't knew but now i'm sure
Can someone please kill me

I just want to die...

I want to close my eyes and find peace...
The peace that is taking so long to come
I'm just not sure anymore it even existes
Why I am I in this world?

It's hard to understand some things
Like why there's blood in my veins
Why I'm I so empty and sad
Where do I find the hapiness I've never had
I hate life, I hate the world, I hate the people
I hate being alive
I hate hating!!!