crazy_by_nature

Weak

2008-12-10T19:38:00.004+02:00

Can't stop thinking

Keep trying not to think

It takes over me

It gets under my skin

And once again I'm lyeing here

Watching myself die

Can't stop thinking

And I've lost my strength to try...

Dreams

2008-10-06T02:00:00.006+03:00

Dreams... can we really make them all come true?

I didn't give up on my dreams...

I just let them fall asleep

Cause those dreams back then when life seemed so easy

Are still inside me

I just can't let them out

I keep it in my imaginary box

And leave them just where they belong...

In my dreams...

I didn't give up...

I'm just waiting to fall asleep again...

No color

2008-08-29T01:08:00.003+03:00

So black and white

So death with no color

So broken

So many things left unspoken

Is it happening again?

Should I just be your friend?

I feel so bad inside

And all that I feel I hide...

I have no color...

Just like a black and white painting

I'm fine!

2008-05-08T00:48:00.002+03:00

I just feel like giving up...
I'm not sure giving up is the word
I just feel like closing my eyes
I just can't stand it anymore...
Before I didn't knew but now i'm sure
Can someone please kill me

I just want to die...

I want to close my eyes and find peace...
The peace that is taking so long to come
I'm just not sure anymore it even existes
Why I am I in this world?

It's hard to understand some things
Like why there's blood in my veins
Why I'm I so empty and sad
Where do I find the hapiness I've never had
I hate life, I hate the world, I hate the people
I hate being alive
I hate hating!!!

I feel nothing

2008-04-13T01:29:00.003+03:00

I feel nothing

I'm so empty

Nothing on my mind

Nothing on my heart

Not even a tear on my face

I feel nothing

No good feellings not even bad ones

I feel dead, I know I'm not

But I'm not living too

Is it worth to live if u can't feel?

I feel nothing

Some shit... not worth it

2007-12-31T03:43:00.000+02:00

I don't know...

I don't know if it's worth to live

I don't know if it's worth to cry

I don't know if it's worth to smile

To have friends...

To breath...

I just don't know...

Don't know if it's worth to love

Don't know if it's worth to trust

To give everything you have

Is there really anything that is worth?

I find it hard to find something worth it in this shit world

With this shit people...

With their shit thoughts...

And shit ideas...

I guess... nothing is really worth a shit

†Deathangel†

2007-10-28T17:13:00.000+02:00

†Deathangel† is a dead soul
Her blood is cold as ice
And even tought she seems nice
She has a devil inside her mind
By her beauty you'll be blind
You can even think she's kind
But what you see, is not what you get
She'll break your heart
In such an evil way you'll never forget
She'll feed on your dreams
Her smile is never what it seems
Be carefull, don't get caught by her eyes
When you think they like you
They're telling you lies
†Deathangel† is not a angel, what so ever
She's the evil that will haunt you forever!

Friends until death!

2006-02-09T23:29:00.000+02:00

Even if we don't always agree
Even if you know that's not the best for me
Even if we're like the sun and the rain
Even if our toughts aren't the same

We are friends, and I'm there for you
I'm there always to tell you the true

†Trying hard†

2006-02-05T23:46:00.000+02:00

†Trying hard†

I'm trying to stay
Trying to live another day

Trying not to fall
But when it comes i can't control!!!

Keep way from me!!!

2006-01-18T00:48:00.000+02:00

When u just look at my face
And u don't care about my heart
U don't care if i feel like turning apart
Don't put your self into desgrace...

Just keep the hell way from my face!!!

Loving Death...

2005-12-19T22:52:00.000+02:00

† Loving death †

When your live is a shit

And even your best friends don't understand it

What can u do?

Just hold your breath...

And start loving death!

Can u see it in my eyes?!

2005-12-18T19:50:00.000+02:00

† IN MY EYES †

Can u see it in my eyes?

All I hide deep inside

All the akes, sufer, and pain...

I wish they here washed by the rain

But they're still in my heart

And I'm feeling like turning apart!

Tears of Blood

2005-12-06T23:35:00.000+02:00

Don't u feel it sometimes?

When your heart is broken

Your road seems to break

And u just can't take

U cry so much that your tears get dry

your soul starts to bleed

U feel that u can't no longer cry

Cry blood for once maybe it will help u to die!!!

MAYBE...

2005-12-05T01:36:00.000+02:00

Sometimes

Sometimes nothing makes sense!

And my world is full of turbulence

I feel like I'm breaking inside

And all my feellings just puted on a side

My mind and heart just want to do it

But the love that i feel for you

I'll never let me go trought it

I feel that your love is true!

Alone but much better!

2005-11-27T02:08:00.000+02:00

when I'm alone

I feel so much better
And when I'm around u
I don't feel together

can_you_feel_it_?

2005-09-21T12:50:00.000+03:00

Sometimes i can really feel it
In my blood
In my skin
Can u feel it too?
The sweet smell of blood?

me (deathangelgirl)

2005-09-18T23:52:00.000+03:00

I like to watch people...
All the same, all to doing the same thing
But I have my own world
A world of death
That is in my heart and in my head
That's the world i love...

crazy_by_nature

2005-09-18T23:36:00.000+03:00

As I sit up in my bed...
Angels come to my head
They are taking me away
Cause in this life I can't no longer stay!!!